I have never in my life reminded a girl like this. When my mother reminds me like this it’s because she loves me. I was reminding you, we were all reminding you! How dare you! Learn something from this! When you go to watch tv tonight, you lay there and you take responsibility for yourself, because nobody’s going to take responsibility for you. You rolling your eyes and you act like it’s because you remembered—you remembered—you don’t know where the hell my reminders come from, you have no idea what I’ve watched on tv. But I’m not a tv addict; I watch it and I learn. Take responsibility for yourself and don’t forget top model premieres tonight.
with a bubble bath before i hit the streets tonight
my hips are high up off the ground. í feel vertigo walking around this massive city.
but my anatomy isn´t as precarious as the Argentine on stilts standing in the street on a saturday night. he glances down at me with a crazed look in his eyes.
no tengo dinero, lo siento amigo.
earlier that day, i was reoriented by a small woman who insisted on walking me to my destination. she gripped my arm lovingly while she escorted me forward through crowded streets. i thought about how much i miss my grandma
i walked all the way through el barrio chino before i made a decision on where i´d buy some cooking spices.
sitting on a warm subway, im pressed in between two sound bodies. a breeze flows in from the windows, carrying with it traces of a woman´s perfume. im too tired and too seduced to get up at my stop. so i sit on the D line for a while.
today, i´ll take extra creme in my coffee
i made this yesterday-part of a video project i’m starting. i think its a pretty accurate depiction of my current state of mind ahha
ghana special is a great cd!
i just drank a bottle of malbec from a vineyard so close i can touch it.
i had a dream about you two last night actually. it was a titanic-themed dream. it took place on a lake. after seeing you two together i sat crying on a floating dock which was eventually capsized by a giant wave some waterskiing yuppie created. i slid down into brown water and held on to slick, slimy wood.
i’ve started dreaming in spanish some, which is especially exciting for me. i’m not sure if the spanish is coherent or not- i know one thing, the little old lady that lives in the apartment below me sure as hell isn’t coherent. i don’t know what spanish rice she’s eatin’ for breakfast but it aint nothin i ever tried
-I saw two gentle young nuns walking down my street today. White fabric draped softly over their small shoulders and framed their little circle faces.
- I feel optimistic about my future again, I think I’ll be here for a while
- i should have paid more attention to bonnie prince billy before now. “i see darkness” is a great album!
-Sensory overload at the gym today, it really is stunning how good looking people are in this city
-they were playing a techno remix of whitney houston, followed by bonnie raitt in the market the other day
- there’s a pandaeria (little bakery) on my block. This morning I bought this outrageous bun that was slathered in sugar. It was smokin’ good with brie
